Windswept Curtains

i was hoping to watch some of fatal frame 4 trailers on youtube.. but everybody went to sleep.. and i am the only one awake in this unfamiliar house (sort of. at night).. and there are some windows open.. point is, my imagination's getting ahead of me.. haven't watched the scary vids yet but.. ^^;;

oh we're at kyan's btw.
and i love his laptop. im pretending it's mine.. see? uber wild imagination..

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jo suzi and i walked around elbi around this afternoon. unfortunately it was already dark and we only have camera phones and not much photos were taken.. we approached a cute husky named Wacky. it seems there's a group of dog owners who meet there every weekend.. i wonder where are the cat owners group.. hmm.. but now that i think about it, that's impossible.. cats dont have owners. they have slaves.. >.< meow~

will try to post some of the photo's that we did take around the renovated mariang banga.. astig ginawa nila dun!!! but dont expect much,since camera phones nga lang..

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dapat susuko na rin ako't matutulog na.. (no sleep for 23 hrs now) kaya lang sabi ni louis check ko daw si Marie Digby. was amazed to find out na sya pala kumanta ng 'Say it Again'. nice songs. cute pa. ^^ also check her 'Stupid for You'. beware. it's catchy. ^.~

nangungulit yung isang bata dyang mag update daw e..

there's nothing to tell really.. i just celebrated my birthday and im now 25 yrs old.. kasing edad ko na most of my kada.. nothing has changed much, except i have a larger clothing size na.. and i also seem to be losing what's left of my meager communication and writing skills.

hmmm.. may be i shouldnt write anything right now.. it'll just be a rant fest..
a, before i finish ranting,gusto ko magbakasyon!!!!!
crapasu..


oh and still dont have an mp3 player but i did buy nokia's walkman phone..

hwe... customer service is starting to take it's toll on me... haay... recently dinidibdib ko na mga bad calls ko.. >.< tawagin ba naman akong 'little witch'. O_o i can still remember the tone of her voice.. i think that's the first time i heard some one use that tone on me. (kaya siguro traumatic?) hindi mo naman maiwasang may may masambot kang bad calls everyday.. kanina naman 'i hope your building blows up'. i know,i know.. ang babaw.. and i know,i know hindi talaga ko personally kaaway nya.. pero symepre ako sumasambot no? at least hindi ko sila kaharap.. meek pa rin naman ako sa phone... Y_Y i envy some of my team mates.. ang taray,katakot.. pero ayoko naman kasing manakot.. even on mute i dont curse at my callers (ows?? does saying 'teh' already considered swearing? i guess..)at least hindi malulutong na P.I. maybe i'll try my other teammate's style.. he sings.. -_-;;

suzi passed the interview here on our company.. i wonder if she already signed the contract though.. havent heard from her and she did say she was going to text me as soon as she finished the final interview.. asan na ba un??

i need to do some unwinding.. maybe i'll start using my vacation leaves... one week... ang sarap naman nun..


I WANT TO BE AN IRATE CUSTOMER SERVICE REP!!!

.. not really..

but i am sleepy,later i am going to count the minutes till its time to log out! 5 am seems such a long time from 1 am.. T_T

i was just updating my blogger account (i was just wasting time..

it's almost time to take calls again.. (sigh..)
maybe i'll continue this later..

sleep tight every one!

PS. i just updated my layout! its nice right? a bit sad.. but nice.. but sad.. hmmm..

its been a long time since i last posted... december? may gawd...
well there have been some changes in my work..
im part of the member services team... meaning i get to speak with the customers themselves,get to speak with very old people, who can suprisingly access their online accounts.. there are those old people also still sharp enough that they notice if there's any discrepancies regarding their billing statements. and im talking about 80+ year old people here.. and of course there are those customers who are just so persistent why their insurance wont allow them to have an early refill for their meds. is it my fault your insurance doesnt cover vacation supplies?? i dont care if they pay thousands every year for their insurance! they'll have to bring it p with their insurance company for crying out loud. (calm down cherrie calm down...)
and id just like to clarify things,that we're not the insurance. we represent the company who *manages* their insurance. if you ask me,they're just making their life complicated. but then who am i to question,i have a job right? if only i could suggest that they just migrate to philippines. they would be able to get their meds without much hassle and for a much cheaper price..
but then there are some kicks... like its nice to hear that you have been a great help to them.. and that you have a great voice.. lols!
its a bit disturbing at first if you were not able to do anything.. but then you really could not help everyone and you do have to follow SOPs or else you'll just add up the customer's problems.. it is fun in a way... and i learned some things and met other people.. so in a way i am grateful that i was cross trained to MS.. though i wouldn't mind staying a PS until i get bored out of my mind...
and then there is a small bit of salary increase... which i dont feel.. damn taxes!

urg... i think im developing a sore throat.. or may be it's already one... TT__TT
not to mention its too cold on the floor... i wonder who will be kind enough to give me a nice warm comfy comforter? then may be add pillows... and maybe i could go sleep on our floor. hehehe...
and i think im getting bigger.. O.o all i do is eat,sleep and take in calls (which i mainly do sitting)... plus im developing a craving for sweets.. sarap kasi nung cake dito sa pantry.. TT__TT
well this turned out to be ranting post... teh.
at least "forced " OT was cancelled!!! YEY!!!! more time to sleep..
and in our idle moments,was making my christmas list.. sana hindi na madagdagan..^^;; however,i could only think of one thing to give them all.. and i tdon't think my budget could take it... (what budget??!!??)

i think it'll be better if i sign out now... =P

yup. drew told us the bad news.. demmit.. di pako nakakakain ng unlimited maki! demmit!

...end na naman ng isa pang semestre sa UPLB.. para sa iba la lang masyadong nangyari.. tuloy pa rin ang buhay.. may next sem pa.. magkikita pa rin sila..ang mga subjects na ibinagsak ay hopefully ipapasa na next sem.. or this summer..

...at hindi nako kasali don.. weird na masaya.. masayang hindi makapaniwala.. hindi nako estudyante.. O_o natapos ko rin sa wakas.. kahit papaano natapos ko rin.. masaya na rin ako.. ano kayang sasabihin ng dad ko sa langit? weird naman ang feeling kasi pitong taon rin na ganito lang ang buhay ko.. araw araw.. walang pinag kaiba.. at ngayon kailangan nang magtapos.. medyo naliligaw akong hindi ko maintindihan..saan na nga ba ko pupunta? ano na nga bang dapat kong gawin..?

..i'll learn.. sooner or later.. one step at a time lang.. i am sure pagkatapos kong matakot,everything will look better..=) hmmm.. never really realize na optimistic ako.. =P

ha! as if!

nakita ko lang sa mga list.. and la ko maisip na title..

i just want to tell you that a chapter of my life has ended.. as always when a chapter of your life is closing it'll be hard to let go. well actually it depends. with this chapter however it'll be. and it is. BUT shit happens and all we could do is pinch our noses and continue trudging on with our heads held high, shouders straight (well as far as i could with my scoliosis) as we try to keep our balance in all that muck.

and...CUT!

wala na ko masabi...

wahahah! just watched Fatal Frame 3 trailer!!

i cant wait for the piratas to have a copy.. hehe..

here's a summary i copied from 'Beyond the Camera's Lens'

Zero ~Shisei no Koe~ or
Fatal Frame III: The Tormented
Console: Playstation 2
Release date: Japan - July 28th 2005
USA -November 14th (or 20th) 2005
Europe - March 2006

23 year old freelance photographer Rei Kurosawa has found herself in a difficult position. On a routine job assignment in photographing a reportedly 'haunted house' one of her photograph's reveals her dead fiance(Yuu Aso) in the picture. Confused, bewildered, and a little scared, she recruits the help of writer Kei Amakura, a close friend of her boyfriend, and her assistant Miku Hinasaki. The group decides to explore the mansion. However, as the nights pass on, Rei discovers a blue snake tattoo slowly inching up over her body. What's worse, some of the spirits that have begun to appear in the mansion have the same tattoo.

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent. You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored. You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts. And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

Hearts...normal...you have your ups and downs and
turn-abouts. No body could pick you out of a
crowd, and you don't mind.


What Card Suit Are You?
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ay naku..quizzessss... masaya.. pero bakit parang hindi tumutugma? 0.0?